frustration no more

sa tibuok nako nga kinabuhi, since i could remember, nag-ambisyon na jud ko nga mamahimong painter. not actually like picasso, bisag ala-juan luna lang gud. hehehe...bitaw, i remember when i was in high school i asked a neighbor who could paint to teach me his art. armed with all my painting stuff and an illustration board, i went to his place to see him paint, and try it myself too. abi ko it'd only take minutes to do a simple art (subject that time was an angel in the garden, ambisyosa kayo ko!), one hour the most. but three hours later, we were still far from finishing the thing, and it was already time for him to leave for his flight somewhere. ana ka dugay ang show. so i brought the unfinished "masterpice" at home, all done with it, the mother nga usyusa then asked if i did it. and the hambugera that i was, niangkon sad. bakakon kayo bisag igo ra jud ko nag-trace ato. wahahaha!

hahay! mao to. i even made a few more, pero di kayo nindot kay ako naman lang usa. but all were lost with our constant moving from one place to another. sayang lagi, each might have fetched at least P50k in the market, i was told. joking!

so now that we have a new workmate, and i was told he's a good painter, nibalhin naman to og lugar akong mentor sa una, i decided to get back to it. just over a week ago, i brought things for our lesson: a box of watercolors ug mga brush. but even before i could tear the plastic of my 2-yr-old watercolor, our boss here said he already suggested to our big boss that all "talented" workers be allowed to do an exhibit early next year. wow! i so want that. exhibit dayun, wap-a gani nahimo bisag usa. hahaha! i havent asked him though if the big boss agreed to the idea, but all seven "talented" workers, this blogger included (i can go crazy with this!), have already signed the letter-request. there, it stated we would be given materials needed for the task and a venue for the exhibit. right now, im excited to inform everyone of that, so prepare your money kay og mahitabo na, sigurado ipapakyaw nako ninyo akong "paintings." mangluod jud ko og di mahalin. hahaha
hay lord, i really dont know if i should be happy about this one, di pa nuon sure though og madayun, kay added responsibility jud ni sa akong busy life. char!

anyway, thats one dream that is set to come true. IF EVER. now, im thinking of what subjects to make. i should stop doing anymore mother and child thing, murag sobra ka lisud. siguro mga nudes. what i need now are my subjects. anyone?

ps: for those who want to pose nude, let me know. LOL